i am tough! am i?!

tears shed through my cheeks instantly after saw those
this is the 2nd time, i couldn't control
i couldn't accept
how i gonna do
i dunno, i lose my mind, my direction
suddenly empty minded
tough?! 
i'm not what u see
the day i'll remember forever.this day will become history. the day i change my mindset and start over again.the day the tears scrolling n sacrifice for better future.
plan had changed.i should change.
dad n mum, i'm sorry.i'll do my vry best next time i promise.


till then,
god loves me, i know ")


beau
x.o.x.o